
"Nichkhun, are you really want to go ? Please don't leave me alone", It's raining morning. Victoria is persuading her husband not to go. "But darling, I have to ! This is my business in Korea okay. I hope you understand. This is for our goodness, you, me and our son. I promise I'll be back." Victoria was pregnant her first son about 5 months. She left her husband's hands softly and letting him go. She's crying with full of sadness. Suddenly her mom puts on her arm around her. " Enough Ria. Don't mess-up your face with your tears. It's ugly."
Nichkhun enters the car and close the door quickly without any hugs. "Is there anything problem, sir ?" His driver asked. He turns his face to Victoria who was in pregnant and crying in the heavy rain. Then, he just ignore her. "Nothing. Just, go now", the car had already left his house. "Now, it's only two of us Ria. Come get inside. It's cold here and you may fell sick. Don't you pity with your baby ?", Victoria then get inside the house. "I'll miss you honey", she thought.
3 months later, Nichkhun had been in Seoul, Korea and being a teacher in the University of Multimedia Seoul (UMS) for 2 years. Yes, he is a handsome man. Many of his students especially for the girls who are not get married yet interested on him. He also always be spotting and friendly in his class. His students are not forgetting to wish his birthday today.
"Guys ! Sir is coming !! get on your position" One of his students sounds. They make their preparation quickly for him as a good surprise. Nichkhun is now in-front of the door and get ready to step-in the class. The students are waiting for him. "A very good morning, class", He greeting. The boys and girls stand up immediately with the wide smile and say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR"
"Ohh thanks you guys. Love you all so much" He replied. There are many different wishes from the students. Some of them are giving a present for him. It's a very meaningful day. Before they start their lessons, suddenly a staff of the university come to their class with a tall boy. His height was same as Nichkhun's height. "Sir Nichkhun, so this is the new boy what I've mention just now",
Nichkhun pleased him to enter the class. The boy stands in-front of the class and do some introduction. "Hello, I'm Jang Wooyoung from China. Nice too meet you guys. I'm new here so let's make a good friendship" The students just smiled then. Nichkhun stuck at Wooyoung's face while he is introducing himself. Surely, he'd never felt this way before to the same sex as him. "Erm Sir, why you looking at Wooyoung like that ? You never saw a boy like him before ?" The class is fully noises with the student's laugh. The new boy then turn his face to the man who was called Sir in the class.
Nichkhun then get out from his dreaming and just realized that Wooyoung had ask him for something. "Hello, Sir ?"
"Ahh yes Wooyoung ?"
"Huhh finally you realized. So, where I suppose to sit ?", Nichkhun immediately find some place for the boy and command him to sit on the back. "I wish the boy will be mine one day", he thought.
-Part 1 ends-
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Story 2 (part 1)
Posted by Jill Kazama-1412 at 6:59 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Story 1

One night, I was lonely walking to the way home from my boyfriend's house. The night sky was full of glittering uncounted stars. So beautiful just like diamond. The wind flew on me softly. I'm started to cold. "Noona !", the voice of a girl sounds suddenly. I stop my step and wait for the voice sounds again, but it doesn't make sense. Maybe it's just my feeling. So, I'm continue on walking.
I passed the barbecue stall and turn left to a junction road. It is in dark ! There's no light source even one. I used my torchlight so it's easier to walk on. Suddenly I heard a sound of foot-steps from behind. Hmm, maybe someone wanna go back home too or have something important business. The sound of foot-steps suddenly stop. It's weird ! I just turn a look back and make sure what I've thought was true, but THERE IS NOBODY BEHIND ME !
I'm getting scared and continuing to my way home quickly. The faster the steps I do, the faster the sound following me. I just ignoring it till I'm arrived at home. I reach my hand to the door, enter the house and close it quickly. My house was in the dark. Then, I pointed my finger to switch on the lights but it doesn't work. It might be in blackout now. "Umma, Appa ! I'm home", I step up the stairs to my room after 3 seconds passed. It seems there's nothing responds from them. Maybe they're already slept.
"Noona ! Noona !" The voice sounds again when I'm in-front of my pink door room. I just looking around and there's nobody. Hmm, it's only my feeling. I enter the room and close back the door. "What the ..." The window pane was broke. So I'm getting close on it. Very weird, how come the window pane can broken ? Is there anyone have get in my room ? I checked the window pane closely. With an unintended, "APPAA !! UMMAA !!" I shocked when I saw my parents on the earth with the blooding head. "I must to go down !". "No need, your parents were dead, noona !" The voice was just like the voice that sounds to me just now. I turn my body back and saw a boy with scary face.
"W...who are you ! You killed them !!" The boy just smile and laugh happily. "YOU SHOULD DIE TOGETHER WITH YOUR PARENTS, NOONA !", Suddenly, the boy pushed me out from the broken window . I'm getting very nervous and then, fell onto the earth. In the end, I'm landing hardly. My head was spreading a lot of blood on the ground.
"Si Hyun !!? Si Hyun WAKE UP !!" The voice of Miss Hyeong waking me up. "APPA !! UMMA !!" I woke up with the sweaty face and shouted on the class. "What's wrong with you Hyun ? Are you just dreaming a ghost ?" I'm blurring, and looking on Miss Hyeong's face. My classmates laugh on me. I smiled then. "So, you don't ever sleep in the class again ! Arasso, Si Hyun Yuu ??" Hehe. It's just a dream. No worries. :)
Posted by Jill Kazama-1412 at 10:16 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Friends are who love you and care about you.
Yes, friend are who love you very much and care about you. Every single day we'll be with friends, always sharing the smiles, laugh, tears, moments and happiness together. Understanding each other is one important thing in friendship. Do you have any best-friend(s) ? How many ? Hehe. I have them ! It's 3 of us or known as "The power of 3". Happiness, laugh, all was happened we sharing together. You don't have any best-friend ? Try to find it ! For girls, they must find their own best-friend(s) as a permanent shoulder to lean on. Ohh "The power of 3" that I meant was, 2 girls including me in one group. Actually it is not one group but one happy friendship. They are Farah and Haniey.
So, this
is Farah what I mean. Wanna know her full name ? Find yourself ! How to find it ? Think about it ! Haha. She's kinda cute and many fans especially the boys. Hmm, she's very caring to friends around her and she likes cleanliness, neatness and beautiful stuff and girly fashions or stuffs. Through her small smiling black eyes I would know that she's Bidayuh in blood. Her father was so rugged in style, rugged just like Usher. I thought that her father was in 20-er of age but it was not. We knowing eac
h other since I had been in the school hostel. The first time we've meet in dorm 4 and we're in the same dorm. She was so friendly and kind, also quite famous in the beginning. We called her Sal as a nickname for her. Her personality was totally like Lee Sookyu (Sunny) on SNSD/ Girls' Generation. I never found the great girl like her. That's why I loved her.
On the right-side was a photo of Haniey. I think she is the best friend ever I have. She was being a fan of K-pop in 2010. Same as me, lol ! We're getting too close in the end of the year of 2009. She's pretty, nice and funny. We always sharing our problems in the text message or through calling on phone. Her mom was very nice and pretty kind too. I love her mom. I have been in her house for 3 days 3 nights. Harith, Razin and Fitri are her dongsaengs. They're so cute in looking. So childish. I like ! It seems she likes dancing very much. I knew it though her favourite member on SNSD/Girls' Generation. It was be Kim Hyoyeon, the queen dancer in the group. I like Haniey very much and I swear, both of my friends will be in friendship with me forever. People says that "Friends are forever and nothing is impossible to be a good friend of someone".
I WISH THAT WE WILL BE THE FOLLOWING STATUS ONE DAY ! :))
- Me . vocalist leader . Main vocalist . 2nd dancer . Kid leader
- Haniey . Main dancer . Main rapper . 2nd vocalist . Dancing queen
- Farah . 3rd dancer . 3rd vocalist . Bunny
Posted by Jill Kazama-1412 at 10:55 PM 0 comments
Introducing

Do you know about her ? Haha yes, that's the photo of me. I don't have many photos yet so I think this is the best choice to publish. It's in blur of image and I don't know how to fixed it. Don't focus too much ! It's ain't pretty. I captured it on 2010, Saturday evening. I like to wear that kind of pink shirt. It's comfortable and looking nice to wear. So, you can know that Im'a fan of all kind of pinks in the world. Haha. Joking !
So, let me introduce myself to you guys. NURUL AZILA BINTI ABDUL RAZAK. That's my public name on my identity card and I'm well-known as Jill, the name that my friend always called me as a nickname. I'm a girl who lived in Kuching, Malaysia, a girl who was 15 in age and had been in form 3. Wanna know about my school ? Ahh ! Forget it !
I born on May 30 1996 and in Gemini of zodiac. Talk about food ? WOW ! I like the delicious dishes such as chicken fried rice, Kwe-tiaw, sushi, and seafood but my mom's cook is the best, delicious, tasteful ever !
Don't believe it ? You can try it ! Hehe, I prefer like to drink mineral water only. Truly, I'm not lying. It makes me always be cool and calm. It's easier for me to think positive and for the future.
My favorite show was be "Dream High Korean Drama" on KBS2. It is about six students at Kirin Art High School work to achieve their dreams of becoming stars. It's featuring many kind of artist I like such as 2PM's Jang Wooyoung and Ok Taecyeon. They look so handsome and charming on the drama. Huhhh, I'm gonna missed it every Mon & Tue night on 9:00PM ! Yeahh, What can I do, I'm just a hostel student, one of the schools in junction road of Matang. Beside that, I most like the "Wild Bunny" show. It is about 2PM members' daily job. So funny !
See also about musics. Actually I'm a K-pop listener since I'm in form 2 2010. It is including SNSD (So Nyuh Shi Dae) / Girls' Generation / Soshi, 2PM, 2AM, B2ST (Beast), SuJu (Super Junior), C.N.Blue, 4minute, BigBang and many other kind of groups from different companies. To me, NOTHING IS INTERESTING EXCEPT K-POP and K-POP ARE MY SONGS TO HEAR EVERYDAY !
Huh, I think I have intro the best this time. Wanna get more ? Do contact me on :-
- Twitter :: http://twitter.com/#!/Aegyo_hoot
- Or you can directly contact me on my email :: Jillbabyblue@gmail.com
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